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#61 isabella ♥

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Posted 11 July 2022 - 09:49 PM

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JUNE 11

 

WEIGHT

no weigh-in

 

WATER

1 / 2L

 

FOOD

caramel cookies: 370

spinach lasagna: 530

vegan ice cream: 400

total in: 1300

 

EXERCISE

3.6k steps

total out: 1720

 

DAILY GOALS

 no social media

 journal

 learn language

 read book

 take a walk outside

 

DIARY

dying of stomach cramps

i was out of ibuprofen but in too much pain to get out of bed & buy more until late in the afternoon ;ฯ‰; hate when that happens

silver lining was that i had a valid excuse to cancel plans lol

 

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#62 liliaceae

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    Posted 12 July 2022 - 02:59 PM

    oh my gosh I hope you're feeling okay?? that sounds terrible! I hope they've lessened in intensity by now :0

    I always keep a spare tablet or two around my room in case of emergencies where I can't make it to the shops / bathroom where the tablet boxes are stored... I don't really get cramps but I do get terrible migraines every now and then which render me bedridden very quickly so I've had to adapt ;w;

    hope you get well soon <3

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    #63 isabella ♥

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    Posted 13 July 2022 - 01:24 AM

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    liliaceae, on 12 Jul 2022 - 2:59 PM, said:

    oh my gosh I hope you're feeling okay?? that sounds terrible! I hope they've lessened in intensity by now :0

    I always keep a spare tablet or two around my room in case of emergencies where I can't make it to the shops / bathroom where the tablet boxes are stored... I don't really get cramps but I do get terrible migraines every now and then which render me bedridden very quickly so I've had to adapt ;w;

    hope you get well soon <3

     

    thank you for your concern love ♡ yes i'm alright ! these are normal period symptoms for me haha.

    i should really keep an emergency package of ibuprofen somewhere as well !

    i don't think i've ever had migraines but i heard they're terrible :c i'm sorry you get them. 

    hope you have a good day xxx


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    #64 isabella ♥

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    Posted 13 July 2022 - 01:25 AM

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    JULY 12

     

    WEIGHT

    no weigh-in

     

    WATER

    1 / 2L

     

    FOOD

    croissant: 200

    caramel cookies: 260

    raspberry oreo cookies: 280

    vegan ice cream: 250

    white wine: 300

    burrito: 410

    total in: 1700

     

    EXERCISE

    11.5k steps

    total out: 2100

     

    DAILY GOALS

     no social media

     journal

     learn language

     read book

     take a walk outside

     

    DIARY

    i’m allowing myself to eat like shit & buy all the vegan junk food that i’ve never tried before but always see in the supermarket

    in the hopes that i can “satisfy” the binge urges without actually full on bingeing 

    this might go horribly wrong lol i’m playing with fire here

    & it kinda feels like i’m only delaying the inevitable you know? like i’m going through all this elaborate planning just to binge somewhere down the line anyways

    but idc rn i’m emotional & all i wanna do is lie in bed & cry & eat ice cream </3

     

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    #65 isabella ♥

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    Posted 13 July 2022 - 11:55 PM

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    JULY 13

     

    WEIGHT

    no weigh-in

     

    WATER

    1 / 2L

     

    FOOD

    malibu cola: 500

    tortilla chips: 220

    soy yogurt with muesli: 250

    penne all’arrabbiata: 480

    vegan tiramisu: 250

    total in: 1700

     

    EXERCISE

    10k steps

    total out: 2120

     

    DAILY GOALS

     no social media

     journal

     learn language

     read book

     take a walk outside

     

    DIARY

    i feel empty constantly

    like there’s just this giant black hole inside me that sucks everything in 

     

    i need to stop drinking

     

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    #66 isabella ♥

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    Posted Yesterday, 03:09 PM

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    JULY 14

     

    WEIGHT

    no weigh-in

     

    WATER

    2 / 2L

     

    FOOD

    raspberry oreos: 420

    vegan chocolate mousse: 170

    sweet chili tortilla chips: 280

    veggie nuggets: 350

    two burritos: 480

    red wine: 300

    total in: 1800

     

    EXERCISE

    13.6k steps

    total out: 2250

     

    DAILY GOALS

     no social media

     journal

     learn language

     read book

     take a walk outside

     

    DIARY

    restricting feels impossible rn 

    i’m fighting for my life here trying to stay below my tdee

     

    something positive: i’m reading circe and i love it so much omg i am feeling feelings

    i love greek mythology so this is right up my alley

    it’s been a while since i’ve read a book that i enjoy this much

    but it also makes me a bit melancholy. not sure why

     

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    #67 liliaceae

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      Posted Yesterday, 03:59 PM

      omg circe!! i read that book a while ago, it has some banger lines in it for sure- glad to know you're enjoying it!

      it's definitely a bit melancholy/bittersweet though. it evokes like that one feeling that i don't know how to explain haha


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      #68 isabella ♥

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      Posted Today, 07:10 AM

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      liliaceae, on 14 Jul 2022 - 3:59 PM, said:

      omg circe!! i read that book a while ago, it has some banger lines in it for sure- glad to know you're enjoying it!
      it's definitely a bit melancholy/bittersweet though. it evokes like that one feeling that i don't know how to explain haha

       

      i find her so relatable haha
      yess same i can’t explain the feeling either !


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      #69 isabella ♥

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      Posted Today, 12:43 PM

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      JULY 15

       

      WEIGHT

      no weigh-in

       

      WATER

      0.5 / 2L

       

      FOOD

      cherries: 180

      trek power bar: 230

      lotus biscoff cookies: 260

      pancake with jam: 250

      vegan burger: 370

      lentil chips: 410

      total in: 1700

       

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      EXERCISE

      8.2k steps

      total out: 2000

       

      DAILY GOALS

      ☐ no social media

       journal

       learn language

       read book

       take a walk outside

       

      DIARY

      first time i made vegan pancakes & they were really good ! (*^^*)

       

      i realised that i only have a month left to lose weight before i’m going on holiday !!! i’m excited because i haven’t gone anywhere for the summer holidays in almost five years 

      but i’m so insecure about my body that i’m anxious about wearing very summery clothes

       

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      i got this dress a while ago but i still need to lose at least 5kg before i dare wear this in public. i hate my arms so much i usually cover them up somehow so a dress like this makes me feel extremely self-conscious

      i should probably get a very thin white blouse (like cher in clueless) or something that i can wear over anything so i’m more covered up without it being weird that i’m wearing something long sleeved when it’s hot as fuck outside

       

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      (as always, please don't quote the pic ♡)

       

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      #70 sleepyfaefae

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      Posted Today, 01:34 PM

      the dress looks really good on you <3


      height: 5'4/163cm

      hw: 160

      lw: 1o3

      cw: ~110-115 :(

      gw: 100

      ugw: 95

       

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      #71 whitehorse

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      Posted Today, 09:25 PM

      You always look sooo good and wayyy under your bmi. I remember you posting pics earlier in this thread and thinking you were underweight and you said your bmi was like 20 or so? You're gonna look flawless on holiday!!! 


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      Posted Today, 09:50 PM

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      sleepyfaefae, on 15 Jul 2022 - 1:34 PM, said:

      the dress looks really good on you <3

       

      thank you darling ♡♡♡ xxx

       

      whitehorse, on 15 Jul 2022 - 9:25 PM, said:

      You always look sooo good and wayyy under your bmi. I remember you posting pics earlier in this thread and thinking you were underweight and you said your bmi was like 20 or so? You're gonna look flawless on holiday!!! 

       

      thank you so much hun ♡

      this was the first thing i read this morning, such a nice way to start off my day  

      hope you're well xxx


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