Started by Coma White, Jul 14 2022 08:29 AM
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Posted 14 July 2022 - 08:29 AM
I haven't been here in a while but I'm back for the time being°~ New thread new me lol ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
♡BMI: 16.2
♡5'3½"
♡AN b/p
♡BPD, S/G Anxiety, MDD, PTSD
♡Atarax // discontinued Strattera
♡bubblegum goth gurl
♡MPA member since '16
Last I was here I lived alone. Now I don't.
**I wear wigs**
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♡BMI: 16.2
♡5'3½"
♡AN b/p
♡BPD, S/G Anxiety, MDD, PTSD
♡Atarax // discontinued Strattera
♡bubblegum goth gurl
♡MPA member since '16
Last I was here I lived alone. Now I don't.
**I wear wigs**
××× "please do not quote images, ty" ×××
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Posted 14 July 2022 - 08:42 AM
Outfit pics for today ♡♡ Haven't gotten all done up in a minute 
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Posted 14 July 2022 - 10:40 AM
I love these gummies 
Had a salad w tahini dressing for breakfast and a bar of chocolate earlier today 
The boys will be out of the house for a while so I'm watching a movie and snacking
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Had a salad w tahini dressing for breakfast and a bar of chocolate earlier today The boys will be out of the house for a while so I'm watching a movie and snackingSent from the toilet, probably
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Posted 15 July 2022 - 08:24 AM
♡Breakfast :: 340cal♡
-Pipeline Punch
-Coffee Frappuccino
Morning ♡ Had a Frappuccino this as well. Getting my nails done today
I've been feeling really weak lately and I really hate it 
**2nd pic is yesterday's salad, forgot I took a pic lol
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-Pipeline Punch
-Coffee Frappuccino
Morning ♡ Had a Frappuccino this as well. Getting my nails done today
I've been feeling really weak lately and I really hate it **2nd pic is yesterday's salad, forgot I took a pic lol
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Posted 15 July 2022 - 02:59 PM
I've been the most bored lately from being broke. I sit in the house doing nothing all day which has pretty much brought me back here to mpa ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ Habits never really changed if I'm being honest; being on here doesn't make a difference. I sit and scream into the void regardless. I've just gone back to bitching "publicly" instead of just in my journal. It's like I'm 14 and on Tumblr.
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Posted 16 July 2022 - 07:53 AM
♡Morning Binge :: 1200cal(p)♡
-Frito scoops ½
-Pipeline Punch
-Pez 2
Morning ♡♡♡ Picked up scoops last night for munchiez & today's b/p. Daddy is going out to a bachelor party. byyyeeee lol Watching movies all day w my baby
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-Frito scoops ½
-Pipeline Punch
-Pez 2
Morning ♡♡♡ Picked up scoops last night for munchiez & today's b/p. Daddy is going out to a bachelor party. byyyeeee lol Watching movies all day w my baby
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Posted 16 July 2022 - 08:00 AM
Nail tech appreciation post ♡♡♡
Kinda felt nice to have a guy gently hold my hands for an hour
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Kinda felt nice to have a guy gently hold my hands for an hour
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Posted 16 July 2022 - 12:34 PM
"It's the darkest hour, you're twenty two
The voice of youth, the hour of dread
The darkest hour and your voice is new
Love is lost, lost is love
Your country's new
Your friends are new
Your house and even your eyes are new
Your maid is new and your accent too
But your fear is as old as the world
Say goodbye to the thrills of life
Where love was good, no love was bad
Wave goodbye to the life without pain
Say hello
You're a beautiful girl
Say hello to the lunatic men
Tell them your secrets
They're like the grave
Oh, what have you done?
Oh, what have you done?
Love is lost, lost is love"
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The voice of youth, the hour of dread
The darkest hour and your voice is new
Love is lost, lost is love
Your country's new
Your friends are new
Your house and even your eyes are new
Your maid is new and your accent too
But your fear is as old as the world
Say goodbye to the thrills of life
Where love was good, no love was bad
Wave goodbye to the life without pain
Say hello
You're a beautiful girl
Say hello to the lunatic men
Tell them your secrets
They're like the grave
Oh, what have you done?
Oh, what have you done?
Love is lost, lost is love"
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Posted 17 July 2022 - 08:33 AM
Crying and purging is the worst combo ever. My face is bloated. I honestly just hate my jawline and hair at the moment. The water here isn't helping with the current state of my stringy strands. It has oddly fucked with it. One moment it's dry as could be and the next I can't seem to remove the excess oil. Go figure ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
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Posted 17 July 2022 - 03:35 PM
I was brought a gift. A g of my choice ○o○ After starting my period and my stomach having a fit last week, I'm going back to healthy eating and lowering my caffeine consumption. My heart palpations need to be reduced before indulging.
I can only really keep down liquids at this point and eating leads to purging.
Pic: strawberry shake 260cal
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I can only really keep down liquids at this point and eating leads to purging.
Pic: strawberry shake 260cal
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Posted 18 July 2022 - 07:18 AM
You're style looks incredibly cool 
I love the outfit you posted at the beginning especially the tights 
and the nails are on point 
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Posted 18 July 2022 - 10:46 AM
StarvingLlama*-*, on 18 Jul 2022 - 07:18 AM, said:
Thank you ♡ Clawz are the besttYou're style looks incredibly cool
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Posted 18 July 2022 - 10:49 AM
I had a vomiting fit 2am-5am
You could say I'm tired
I can't focus for shit. I will be laying in bed today.
I'm tired of laying in bed
It's all I ever do when things are bad. It's felt like I've spent years under the covers 
Nothing has changed
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You could say I'm tired
I can't focus for shit. I will be laying in bed today.I'm tired of laying in bed
It's all I ever do when things are bad. It's felt like I've spent years under the covers Nothing has changed Sent from the toilet, probably
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Posted 19 July 2022 - 09:23 AM
♡Breakfast :: 200cal♡
-Ripple (½)
-Evol
Weight: -0.5lbs
I had half of my Coffee Ripple (kinda ew) before tossing it out for an Evol. I haven't been feeling well and wanted a fluid with me to run errands. My entire body is achy and sore. I want a nice hot bath!!
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-Ripple (½)
-Evol
Weight: -0.5lbs
I had half of my Coffee Ripple (kinda ew) before tossing it out for an Evol. I haven't been feeling well and wanted a fluid with me to run errands. My entire body is achy and sore. I want a nice hot bath!!
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Posted Yesterday, 09:25 AM
♡Breakfast:: 215cal♡
-body armor 210cal
-watermelon sf gum 5cal
I've been spending more time outside. My pedal bike now has air in the tires and should be ready to ride. I still feel like a mess on the inside and am exhausted. More electrolytes and fluids.
I'm excited to see my VitaminShoppe order arrived today! I may try some with water today, or just have a cup of soymilk instead. Hopefully we'll leave the house today and I can be bought some. I also am craving Evol again /_\
Currently 2.5lbs away from cgw
♡Total intake :: 600cal♡
-orange mango body armor 210x2cal
-Evolve 140x1cal
-peach lyte body armor ~20cal
-gum 5x4cal
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-body armor 210cal
-watermelon sf gum 5cal
I've been spending more time outside. My pedal bike now has air in the tires and should be ready to ride. I still feel like a mess on the inside and am exhausted. More electrolytes and fluids.
I'm excited to see my VitaminShoppe order arrived today! I may try some with water today, or just have a cup of soymilk instead. Hopefully we'll leave the house today and I can be bought some. I also am craving Evol again /_\
Currently 2.5lbs away from cgw
♡Total intake :: 600cal♡
-orange mango body armor 210x2cal
-Evolve 140x1cal
-peach lyte body armor ~20cal
-gum 5x4cal
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Posted Today, 06:33 AM
♡Breakfast :: 225cal♡
-peach lyte body armor
-coffee frappuccino w almond milk
Yesterday was not a great day for me socially. I don't even want to be around the person who is kind enough to pay my bills. I want to be completely alone. Being around people ruins my day.
♡Lunch :: 25cal♡
-peach lyte body armor
Even though I'm from the city and prefer cloudy days, I've been enjoying the sunshine
It's so green out here!!!
I've never been one to do weird bodychecks but:
[-1lb from yesterday | -1.5lbs to cgw]
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-peach lyte body armor
-coffee frappuccino w almond milk
Yesterday was not a great day for me socially. I don't even want to be around the person who is kind enough to pay my bills. I want to be completely alone. Being around people ruins my day.
♡Lunch :: 25cal♡
-peach lyte body armor
Even though I'm from the city and prefer cloudy days, I've been enjoying the sunshine
It's so green out here!!!I've never been one to do weird bodychecks but:
[-1lb from yesterday | -1.5lbs to cgw]
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