MY LITERAL GOAL

 

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Posted 07 June 2022 - 03:02 AM

Well I did it. I ate my calories and I didn’t purge them. 288 calories today. I feel proud I’ve eaten.

Scared it’s gonna make me gain. Yes.
Really worried because it’s 11am and I still haven’t been walking because I really think that’s a bad idea when I’m feeling as weak etc as I am. So I’m worried that’s going to make me gain too.

But I ate today and I kept it down. There is no need to purge just under 300 calories. That’s ridiculous. And I don’t need to keep fasting.

Yes. Anxious.

Below is me on left when I was in hosp on section about 114lbs. Right was me the other day 129lbs. I have so so so far to go. I’m massive. And 114. I looked fat there too. 106 is my goal - get back to that but I have no photos of me there



Yea. Walking isn’t happening today. Had my dog out and that’s as much as I can manage. I need to get a fucking grip. No wonder I’m so bloody fat.

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5’7
Relapse sw 184 (bmi 28.8 😫 Thankyou olanzapine)
Cw FAT. Bmi? Fat. It’s all too big.
Lw 106
Gw 106
Ugw 98

Dx : an/r sh eupd traits
https://www.myproana...walking/page-10

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